| Jemo-Jem is Bored. |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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Ya I'm pretty much bored...searching the internet...boredly....found some cool acronym maker thing...results are as shown...uh.....had my first scrimmage on sunday...against Parma...kicked ass.....got my $80 rugby outfit today...what else? Hmm.....had a long weekend. Weekend as is:
Went to practice, went to Veo's, spent the night, went to some cookie booth thing with Aries, Went to Aries' brother's house, Went to Aries' house, spent the night, had a three hour rugby game the next day.......w00t...
I finally got to see Murai's AMV, took him long enough, but it was definately woth the wait. Loved it...9/10 all the way Murai, keep up your fine work!
All for now....sorry no recent updates...still busy...bye! |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling... |
| |  pretty content | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Lying From You -Linkin Park | ] |
Well, it's kind of cold....I took a shower...whoop-dee-doo.....Rugby practice on Friday left me in tears......technically I wasn't crying but I sure wanted to....
The one girl on my team tackled me (we were playing practice games) and she hit me so hard, in just the right spot, my whole left side went numb...My left eye blacked out for maybe....30 seconds......gawd the pain was so intense before I went numb....it hurt sooo bad.....I had tears in my eyes but I never cried....I'm so happy...XD....ya though...after a few minutes the pain went away. Phewphew...
I went to my Dad's this weekend...that's why I wasn't online....he got all pissed off because I slept 20 exact hours from friday to saturday....I don't care...I don't want to see him....I hate him......god I hate him.....I wish he would just fucking die...><....anyways though...
There isn't much else to say......ya...that's about it.........c'ya.. |
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| And Again I am Alone.. |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|08:08 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling... |
| |  sooo bored.. | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Somebody Told Me -The Killers | ] |
So ya whatever...sorry, no update yesterday...I had a really rough Rugby practice and went to bed really early....
So ya...to sum it up, I think Veo hates me now...She doesn't talk to me...Hell, she won't even look at me...I'd like to say "O'well" but...I'm not that kind of person.....but whatever, at any rate...
So...I got my Noa Bunny and pillow back from my Grandma's house today...and they smell NOTHING like me! I'm pissed! --_--;;.*sighs* oooowell...uh...what else? I had to take practice OGT's...not fun....waaaay too much extended response...it sucked....annnnyways...uhmmmmm there's not much else to say...
Oh ya, Bayne came over today and we were watching Nightmare on Elmstreet 4...welll, there's this one part where the girl is workign out, and this like, techno-ish music comes on....so I'm like "Andre music!" (Andre is our Rugby coach...he likes techno etc etc) and then suddeny the music goes...."Put your handsssss, on me" I almost died...x.X;; I was laughing SOOO hard....it was icky...
Uhm...ya...and also, I was talking to the birdie in gym....we were playing Badmitten(spelling?)....but ya....they were all calling me insane......funny though....I seemed to get points after talking to it....o.o;;
I guess there's not much else....oh ya...I talked to this Counselor....Dr.Bowley....She was real nice but uh....not much of a help.....I'm thinking about going to see Mrs. Hoopes tomorrow....they said she'd be there.............maybe I will..... |
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| To Anyone Who Wants to Hear it All... |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|09:14 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling... |
| |  unwell.. | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Until The Day I Day -Story of the Year | ] |
Ok...so...here it comes...anything and everything that anyone's been wondering...I'll start with Veo...
Veo, ok, I'm like, you're girlfriend I guess but, I have to tell you, it makes me really uncomfortable. It's not that I don't like you, or anything like that, we're just so close, it's REALLY awkward when we're...intimate...like that....I mean, I play around, and have no thoughts, but when it's serious, it's so much different.....I'm really sorry, I didn't want to hurt you or anything but.....I feel like I'm starting to drown...
Onto the next thing.
Murai...ok...this part is for you....but Veo, you read it too, if you're thinking about not...alright...I, very seriously, think that I am in love with you...but some how I feel like I could never match up to Rochelle or someone like that, and in truth, I doubt that I could. I feel bad, hitting you head on like this, but it's driving me crazy...I mean, we fool around, and I never take that stuff seriously, it is just that, fooling around...But every once in a while it bothers me, and I feel a bit hurt by Veo. I'm not targeting you or anything Veo but....you know how I feel about him...and I thought maybe you wouldn't act so serious about what you're doing to him...I don't think you mean, but I just wnated to let you know, it's a bit more affective than you think...I'm sure you guys remember that guy that came over Veo's house, and I ended up kissing him.......Well, I kind of did it to make Murai jealous...but afterwards I just felt like an ass...a very VERY stupid asshole....I was so upset with myself......
I can't explain it....and I'm really confused....I feel horrible dropping everything on you two at once.......I'm really, really sorry.....and you know, I pray to god this doesn't make anything all weird between the 3 of us..but...I had to say something....God...I'm so...so sorry.....you have no idea....I feel like a complete ass.....I don't know what else to say.......you guys are probably going to IM me but.....if you don't want to, and just wanna talk, go ahead and call me cell phone..(216)253-4628..........once again....I am so sorry... |
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| MwuhahahahHAHAHAHAHA!!! |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|06:56 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling... |
| |  Pretty happy ^^ | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Serious -Gwen Stefani | ] |
Welll...so today was a blast...me and V-Chan molested the hell out of Murai...oh ya...definate success.....
I took a video camera to school today, was pretty fun.....I let Rochelle touch it...>_>;; *hiss* I'll have to decontaminate...yeh...anyway though....
So yes...Murai gave into our desires...^-~ I will say no more...hehehehe
What else? Uhmmm....Morgan didn't give me a chapter..>_>;; I should bitch her out...but I'm nice...so I won't...lucky for her....ahemm.....
Uhm, what else? Not much...Veo's over....uhh....And I found this awesome site!!! http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1110247867eez
Go there! Take the test! Tis awesome! *Devious smile*
Well das all for now...I guess....
Bye! Jemi loooves j00 ^^ |
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| Holy hell...what a day.. |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|08:53 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling... |
| |  FREEZING to DEATH | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Closer -Nine Inch Nails | ] |
Ya well, I'm fucking freezing...I had Rugby practice today and like, I'm supposed to be there at 5:00....didn't get there till 6:00 T.T;;...I waited at the FUCKING bus-stop, for like...45 fucking minutes...It NEVER CAME...W..T..F...anyway, I decided to walk, well ya, I met Mrs.Breckel along the way(my team adviser) thank god, she was going to practice and gave me a ride because, by this time, the wind was blowing so damn much, I was stumbling all over...and SOOO COLD......
Well, I get to practice, guess what I missed? THE GODDAMN FITNESS TEST! Ok....so it's not that important but...wtf...I wanted to take it...at least I got to do the Suicides...and for all you athletically challenged people out there..Suicide=6 Cones set up 15 feet apart. Start at first cone and run to shortest and back, second and back, third and back, etc....this is practical, but during the fitness test there are points to be earned for however many cones you get to..oh...and you have 30 seconds to do it...then a 30 second break..we do 6 of them......well....I got 655 points ^^ and that's awesome seeing as I'm a new girl and I beat one of the best seniors by like...150 points...I feel so proud...but ya anyway...So after the fitness test was done, most everyone went home, but a select few stayed to play a game of touch Rugby...well, I wanted to play full-contact buuut....everyone was whining about the mud (it's been raining for maybe a few hours so it was pretty bad out)so...we played touch....for once I didn't make a hospital pass (hospital pass= passing to a team-mate when they are inches from being tackled...you do it to save your skin, because you are usually in a predicament where YOU'RE about to be tackled...usually..)....I actually took it and ran through, and did a damn good job too ^^...
Well, my friend has good news, she got picked to be Captain of the C Team..GO HER!....but anyways....after practice was over I decided I wanted to play in the mud...Well shit...what did you expect? I am a DUMBASS...Anyway....so I have a hell of a time playing and rolling in mud, then I have to take the bus home...XD, now this was pretty damn funny because the bus driver thought I was getting beat up, but I assured him that I was not and we went on our way...well....here it turns out, I WAS ON THE WRONG BUS..!!!...So, I get off, get on another one...THAT ONE'S WRONG TOO!!!!.......So I get told to wait at this one bus-stop and it's gonna take me exactly where I wanna go.....So I wait...and wait....and wait and wait and wait and WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT!!!!......By this time, there is actually ice that has begun to form on my arms...Finally....the bus comes....I run out of the bus-stop and try to wave it down.....BUT IT KEPT ON DRIVING!!!! I WAS SO PISSED!!!! I WAS FUCKING SCREAMING AT THAT BASTARD DRIVER AND HE LEFT ME THERE!!! COVERED IN MUD AND DYING OF COLDNESS!!!!! BASSSSSSTARDDDD!!!!! So yes...I ended up changing my shirt on the dark street corner, so I could put on my significantly less muddy, and significantly less frozen sweater.....let's just say cars are way too damn nosey....so? My shirt was off.....DON'T STOP AT THE CORNER AND FUCKING STARE YOU JACK-ASSES! ><;;
Ahem...so ya....so I walk home...freezing the whole damn time....man My fingers were so cold they burned.....as were my nipples...O.o.....but whatever, at least I could talk to Aries on meh celli......but annnnyhoo...I get home, and lets just say...my shower was a mess...o.o...(OF MUD YOU PERV!)...but yaaa...so my mom asked how the bus-ride went....and I told her....well, SHE YELLED AT ME!!!! WHY!?!?!??! I DON'T KNOW!!!!! IT'S NOT MY FAULT THE BUSSES ARE FUCKING STUPID!!!!! DAMNITTTT!!!!...ahem...now that, that's out of my system...onto more important things..
So yes...We have to take Terranovas this week...tests suck...they just do....but at least it's all multiple-choice..Also...Murai wasn't in school today...I was thinking about calling him, but if he's sick or something I don't wanna impose...So yeh...I hope he's in school tomorrow....he seems to brighten up my day a bit ^^...buut...what else...ya...I think that's about it for now....Uhm.....people at lunch for telling me about how pretty I was and how perfect my face is...o.o...and how 'beautiful' and 'entrancing' my eyes are....sometimes people scare me...anyway...
Oh...onto more personal things...Yes...I've been thinking about going to my house counselor, or to see Mrs. Hoopes but...every time I go to do it, I change my mind... I think I have split personalities or something...I caught myself talking to someone yesterday....don't know who, probably my friend Noa, he lives in my TV....he's sexy ^^....but ya....Whenever I'm in a fight or something, I just hold myself, shake and stare out the window or at a wall, (not a fist fight fuck-nut, I'd kick anyone's ass who came at me...I mean when me and my mom argue..)even if I wanna apologize or say I was wrong...don't know what to do...something won't let speak up.......I've also begun cutting a little bit again....and I actually cut off a piece of my toe...that was an accident though...o.o....I'm just frickin retarded, don't ask.....uhh....I don't really think there's much else to say....ya...that's about it......soo..
Bye for now all! |
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| Uh..Uhm...My first entry! |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|01:55 pm] |
| [ | I'm Feeling... |
| |  Fed up.. | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Mr.Brightside -The Killers | ] |
Well....this is my first entry...I don't have much to say...I just wanted to start this journal thing because at school, I'm always happy y'know? I just want people to know I'm not always like that. I even try to be sad sometimes, but it almost always blows up in my face, and I become even happier than usual...so...whatever....
Yesterday sucked ass...my was being...my mom. Ahem, if you know me you may know what I mean by that. Yep...it was our third fight in three days, pretty sad if you ask me..She was freaking out because I said I was "pissed off" she told me it was a swear word...what the fuck? Since when is 'pissed' a swear word? Jesus christ...The other two fights were like....1. Because I lied about cleanign the cat's litter box...WHICH I DID ANYWAY!.....and 2. Because I don't love her and don't spend enough time with her...but tell me....WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH SOMEONE WHO YELLS AT YOU EVERY TIME YOU'RE AROUND HER?! I'm so sick of this shit....It's probably why I pop pills...>_>;; Yes, I pop pills for all of you that haven't noticed.
There's actually a lot of things that people don't notice about me. Don't know why. Don't care. I'm watching my sister again, and it sucks, all she does is whine. x.X;; I like this song at any rate....Oh ya! I wrote this story....but I can't show it to anyone...o.o....There's also some things I'd love to write in here and let it all out, but I can't because Murai will probably read this. Ya...
*Sighs* What a day so far...I had to get up early cause the brat woke me up. Owell. But ya, I've been having some rough last few days...3 fights with my mo, 1 fight with me friend, and I've been procrastinating a lot of shit...I'm really beginning to fuck up in school, so I'm pretty worried....I hid my interm report from my mom so I would'nt get grounded...Straight F's....god what am I gonna do....Man...the story I wrote is pretty damn good but, people would know what it's about sooo....it's pretty bad.....ya...I feel a little lost inside, kind of like I'm spinning...I'm pretty sure I'm in love with this guy, but hell, I can't really talk much about it...Owell....things are getting out of hand....
Uhm....this is my first post so maybe I shouldn't write so much...o.o...I can't wait to post again tomorrow ^^;....oh..fuck....damnit...Actually I don't know if I'll be able to post tomorrow....according to my mom I'm only allowed on the computer 3 days a week...=(...*sighs* god this shit is so fucked up....and my mom is all "I'll go into parental controls and change the settings to make sure you're only on three days a week!" ...Fucking dumb-ass......I'm the main account XD....
Well See you all later! O.o |
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